Everything changed, so fast

The blue sky has perished
The dark clouds has invaded it
The sunshine go weaker and weaker
The rain start to fall

Yesterday was so happy, so brightly
But today is so sad, all things fall into chaos
Yesterday we understood each other
But today we avoid each other
Yesterday we liked each other
But today we hate each other
Yesterday we're friends, so close friends
But today we're enemies, make a barrier between us

What is going on with you?
You seem troubled
All we need is trusting each other
So put your trust in me
Tell your problems to me
And I will do my best to help you
You just give and trust your own opinions
Without trying to feel all my pains and all my feels

I still remember
We talked, cracked jokes
But what is happening now?
We just try to strike both hearts
I tried to cheer you up
But all end in failed
I just made the situation worse
You know I am a fool
And I know you're a genius

Please, tell me, all of your feels in your heart
To prevent misunderstanding
To prevent war
To bring our friendship back
To bring our happiness back

I really miss everything
When we were friends, I looked like a perfect man in your eyes
But what happens now?
I looked like a fool, who always wrong in your eyes

You said, we have to change
But, you're perfect, what things you have to change?
You said, we have to change
But, you left all, without gave me a chance to change
Can you keep your words?
Or you just like a cockatoo, speaking without doing?

You said I was overacting, I always jealous
Hey, human has three dimensions!
Human must be seen from every direction
Not from only one direction
Human is not like a paint
Which just see in one direction
I just afraid, I have to do more and more
Try harder and harder
You know I always struggling
I think you know my pains, and I let you know my feel
But you misunderstood that, and everything start to go wrong

I just afraid of losing you
I never feel like this before
Cause you're different
You come to me and bring hopes to me
Will I just abandon that hopes?
Will I fail again once more?
Will I lose someone who important to me again?
I will fight and struggle to keep that hopes
And that fight is not an easy fight
It's more than difficult you know

You said I must wait
If I just wait, that is an easy task
But when I wait
Challenge is everywhere
I just think how to pass them all
It's hard you know?
And you dishonor all of my efforts
With misunderstand and abandon me?

If I don't act jealous
Then I will wrong again in your view
I will be marked as someone
Who doesn't care
Who doesn't fear of losing someone
Who doesn't loyal
I confused, everything go wrong

Please, understand my pains
I don't ask you to feel the same
And I will try to understand yours too
Or even feel them
Please, let me talk everything to you
Don't you ever avoid me
Cause I want to talk to you

Girls is special
Cause they just have to wait
But Boys? They have to do all the stupid things and take all the stupid risks
Boys do everything
Girls just judge boys
But I still try to understand your pains

Is the 2-year friendship is not enough?
Not enough for me to know you?
I've already known you
But why you makes everything so hard and difficult?
Where is your open-minded girl I ever know?
Is that real you, or an imitation of you?

Please, give me a chance
If I was wrong, that I will change
Or, I will tell you my feels
That you didn't know
That you judge only by your opinion

Now I doubt
If I always wrong in your eyes
Then what things inside me
That make you liked me?
I just try to be myself
But why?
Why everything that was right, go to wrong?

The last words
Sorry for disturbing your life
Sorry for be a rock in your shoe
Sorry for everything
Cause I know everything go wrong in your view
I just ask apologize
And a friendly peace request

Let's build our relationship
Forget everything
I just want to be your friend
That is enough to care all my wounds
You accept me, as friend or more
I happy if I can go with you together
When you happy, and when you sad

Please don't go
Come back to me
I need you
You're one of my best friend
You're the one who know me well
Please, come back to me..