Cause you're my friend

I never prohibit you to go to place you want to go
have I ever do it? I don't know where you go, how can I prohibit you to go to anywhere?
You're my friend, but our communication is not like we're friend, I hope our old close friendship back
Cause I miss the old you, your laugh, your happiness, your reaction when you meet me, I lost them all.
Let us build our friendship again, together..
I know you, I know almost everything behind your mask

I am sorry if I hurt you
My heart is so full of pain
I just don't want my efforts, end in failure, again
Cause you're the closest to me
You're the one who knows me
Is that wrong if I try hard to be success just one time?
You know me, I always failed
So, I'm sorry, if my efforts are wrong

I never prohibit you
My effort is only attracting you
I don't know you talk to who
I don't know what you want
All I know is you're my friend

I see a ray of hope
You know I always hopeless
Like a very hungry person
When he met a plate of rice
I'm sorry if I can't control myself, in your point of view

I know you're very smart
And from that, I know your memory is strong
So I think, you remember our old close friendship
I know that time will come
The time that you will leave me alone
But you said, friendship is everlasting
Where ever you go
How much time that you will leave me
You're still my friend

When we still friend
We did all together
Now we're still friend
But I think we're not far from hate each other
I will try to understand your feel, your pain
And I hope you understand what I feel and pains in my heart
Cause when we understand each other
We're getting closer

That time will come
If I compare myself with you
I am a rock
And you're a diamond
I am a rock that always be ignored and stepped by people
And you're a diamond that always be loved by people
I hope you understand
What is the feeling of a rock
Who wants to stay together with a diamond
And I hope you understand
What is the feeling of me
Who wants to stay together with you

So, go! Fly where ever you want to go!
There are so many men who better than me
You can find them easily
Even you don't need to fly to find men who better than me
I will be here
Rot and die
Cause there are only few woman who better than you
I can't fly to seek that impossible thing

If you want
I will go with you
As a friend, or more...
This is what I feel
Once again, I hope you understand
I afraid that this letter
Will hard for you to understand
But I still believe in you
Cause you're one of my best friend...